Never complain to someone you're bored.. they'll tell you to go look for something to do.
And, skin is related a current obsession with her music.. <3
Anyways...

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now:

1. You have no idea how much of an impact you've made on my life, and how much it gave me confidence in myself. If it wasn't for you, I'd still be stuck in a rut.

2. I wish we didn't drift apart like we did, and I admit, I am colder for the time being due to you, but I'll get over it, you're not the first to do this to me. Just another stepping stone to walk over.

3. You self absorbed, narcissistic, arrogant, devil! I might call you that but you know I love hanging out around you.

4. Seriously, you put a huge grin on my face from the moment of 'Hi' keep it up, you're one of the things helping me keep my sanity, you're like the big brothers I never had. Thank you guys for protecting me.

5.For Christ Sakes grow up already! You're how old?! We're not in fucking HIGH SCHOOL.

6. Y'know, I didn't like you at first, thought you were too crazy, but now, holy fuck was I wrong. I love hanging out around you mate, we make some epic things happen when it's us. Twisted Rose FTW.

7. Of all people, OF ALL PEOPLE, I never expected you to be so supportive of me. Thank you. Ass face.

8. I wish I could get myself to trust people, because you are one of those people that just know me almost through and through. Almost. There will always be some secret you will never know, and I know that drives you to get closer... maybe some day I will step out of this illusion I'm in.

9. We've been through thick and thin, hell and back again, we even got the t-shirt! You've always been there for me over the last ten years when ever I reached out a hand to you. I hate to say it that we've drifted apart once again, but you know what, it's alright, I know you're still there.

10. I am so proud of you, you have no idea. You are the one I've wanted for years, and now I have you, even if you are an annoying little twat, you're still mine, and you know I will always be here to guide you even if you don't realize it yet. And by the way, I already have some epic black mail on you kid.

9 things people may not know about you:

1. I have 12 journals, all filled up to the brim. Working on 13. If you've spoken to me, you're probably in there.

2. I was originally supposed to be born August 12, but, being the brat that I am, I decided to switch the numbers to 21.

3. I have hella lucid dreams, and most are nightmares. If you wonder why I can be brooding, I probably woke up from a hell of a dream. From these dreams, most of my ideas for stories come from.

4. I've been known to take after my mother and throw things at people. Fair warning.

5. Two people of my life have gone to psych wards, and each time I slapped them saying “Why the hell did you write it down!?” … I should be in the ward.

6. I was a bastard child and proud of it.

7. I can be a handful; I can challenge you and scream 'BRING IT' or I can be really shy. Depends on how well I trust you.

8. I am not naturally creative. I'm self taught. I'm good at stories, but drawings took me years to learn and even now, I STILL SUCK, imho that is <3

9. Most of my characters are based off an aspect of my heart and mind, if you can identify which aspect that character is in, you come to know me a bit better.

8 ways to win your heart:

1. If you cannot keep me interested in an intellectual conversation for more than five minutes, buh bye.

2. Gotta know your games.

3. Keep me guessing, if I know you through and through, I get bored.

4. Understand I can sometimes be a loner, and you need to back off, but I will understand the same to you.

5. Sometimes I just need someone there to fall back to, I can't be strong and use my mask all the time.

6. Be creative, share thoughts with me, I see them as puzzles to break down.

7. I can be a bit narcassitic. Slap me over the head if I get too into it (Which rarely happens.)

8. If you can tell when I am just playing or being serious, you're alright. I'm a bit head strong but those that truly know me well enough know I'm quite different.

7 things that cross your mind a lot:

1. WHERE THE HELL DID I PUT IT?!

2. Let's see how many Covenites did we get eaten today?

3. ~Random song here~

4. WHAT DO YOU MEAN GAME OVER?!

5. Oooh... I wonder if I did this this and this... how many people will that affect. Muahahaha!

6. Now I can rel-- fuck... Math test next week... Eh fuck it! *Play random game here*

7. What the hell did I do now?

6 things you do before you fall asleep:

1. Eat something (I cant sleep on an empty stomach)

2. Call family to assure them I'm still alive.

3. Brush hair because fucking knots drive me insane.

4. Teeth and getting off that make up

5. Check in on Skype and MMO's to see who's blown up what or what drama has happened I might have to clean up / ignore.

6. Get put into the dark thanks to room mate going to bed at 9 PM. Sit on computer till passing out.

5 things you notice in the opposite sex:

1. Smile / Smirk

2. Eyes

3. Intelligence

4. Mysterious or not

5. Taste in music.

4 things you wish you never did/had:

1. Those pictures of me as Sailor moon for Halloween as a kid *burn them.*

2. Listened to him, him, OR him.

3. Let myself become diplomat between a world war three I couldn't stop.

4. That I didn't stop bitch slapping you.

3 songs to describe your life:

1. Creepy Crawler - Zombie Girl

2. Bad List - Ayria

3. Gravity Of Love - Enigma

2 things you want to do before you die:

1. Make $1 million in my career

2. Find some sap that's actually crazy enough to marry me.

1 confession:

I keep myself as an illusion to most people. I don't trust others, and growing up, I was a relentless liar to protect myself. That's stopped but if I feel threatened enough, I will make you believe a false reality to keep myself sane. If I speak to you honestly and tell you my thoughts and feelings, you know you have my trust, and if you betray that, you will never be let back in and be kept at a distance.


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